Sick

I am feeling sick.... been sick for a long time already... Was lovesick.... but now its not just lovesick... its physically sick and mentally unwell too... i am breaking down... down to the depths of hell... my head felt like as though there is someone squeezing its.... it felt heavy and i felt like fainting, Am i dying??? And i have no mood to do things such as homework.... there is no longer the spark in me to go on any further... there is no motivation for me to carry on.... there isnt anything worth me striving and working hard for... its really hard to carry on life like this... i hope i find my strive and will soon