Look At Me

Haiz, its been in my mind for a while
Gotta let this off my chest
Before its, too late

Many times a day, I smile as I look at you
I told you hundreds of time "you're the love of my life"
In this fake world, in my anxious heart
You are just all I believe in
When sometimes you're anxious thinking my feelings might change
I tell you, smiling "that there isn't such thing"
In this endless wondering, in my empty heart
The place where I can rest is only you, but

Sometimes I hate my trembling self
Also today I'm swept away by this world, I secretly erase you
Even if I cheat, you don't ever cheat, cause I know I won't, and you won't too
Even if I forget you, you don't forget me
Even if sometimes I don't call you and I drink
And even if I lock gazes with other girls
You look only at me

That night you stayed up late waiting
You tell me in tears "I think you've changed"
Telling you that my feelings for you are the same as in the beginning
I comfort you repeatedly, so many nights
I think that being without you would be so hard for me, but
Sometimes because of you, I'm suffocated
In the endless fights, in a long sigh
Sometimes I hate myself for being annoyed by you
And also today as I smile I lost my mind without noticing