My Life Sucks

Life is getting boring day by day. It just seem to be a routine that goes on forever, wakeup, eat breakfast,maple,lunch,basketball,dinner,blackshot,watch tv and videos, read some books, sleep. Its all the same for almost everyday, I dont get the point of life, its boring and meaningless. How I wish that the special girl is with me, going on day by day with me, with her i believe my life would not be so meaningless, dull and boring. Now as I read posts on facebook and my friend's blogs, I am starting to get worried again for my results. I know I did not work hard as much as I should, but I would harder than ever before but still slacked much, I know what my results is going to be like and I do not really care as it does not makes a difference to me anyway, but i am still worried. Moving on, while i know my attitude to everything sucks pretty much but I dont get it why do i have to care so much about things such as scolding, not handing in work, slacking and thinking of her and playing. Life is so short, I would live my life to the fullest and not get myself worried for useless and stupid stuff. People just do not understand me, what I want, how i felt, I am a simple person but not so easy to understand. Bye, going to post again soon i hope.