Sian

Tomorrow is the meet the parents session.... so not looking forward to it... Father is coming, gonna have to act and pretend again that we are fine... hated him to the core... cant stand him man... try to talk less to him to minimise conflicts... why do the school even make parents to come compulsory, always hated going to meet the parents session. If we argue sibei paiseh de one... I wish i am overseas so i do not have to go to meet the parents... FML!

My Life Sucks

Life is getting boring day by day. It just seem to be a routine that goes on forever, wakeup, eat breakfast,maple,lunch,basketball,dinner,blackshot,watch tv and videos, read some books, sleep. Its all the same for almost everyday, I dont get the point of life, its boring and meaningless. How I wish that the special girl is with me, going on day by day with me, with her i believe my life would not be so meaningless, dull and boring. Now as I read posts on facebook and my friend's blogs, I am starting to get worried again for my results. I know I did not work hard as much as I should, but I would harder than ever before but still slacked much, I know what my results is going to be like and I do not really care as it does not makes a difference to me anyway, but i am still worried. Moving on, while i know my attitude to everything sucks pretty much but I dont get it why do i have to care so much about things such as scolding, not handing in work, slacking and thinking of her and playing. Life is so short, I would live my life to the fullest and not get myself worried for useless and stupid stuff. People just do not understand me, what I want, how i felt, I am a simple person but not so easy to understand. Bye, going to post again soon i hope.

T.T

如果全世界我也可以放弃,至少还有你值得我去珍惜

-.-'''

There is a reason behind everything, every action and every behaviour... well you just dont understand me and you dont know the true me so you dont have the fking right to comment.... only the true friends of mine know who i am, the person i am really not the usual me but the actual me. So dont give me shit and put me down with it as it doesnt work. GTFO n STFU....

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This week suxs.... geog exam killed me and ended up with no mood to do lit so i crapped everything and finish the paper and is thinking about my geog in my lit paper.... sci is rather ok but still worried!!! I DONT WANNA BE THE LAST FEW ANYLONGER! I WILL DO MY BEST AND SCORE BETTER! TRIPLE SCI HERE I COME!

童话

忘了有多久 
再没听到你 
对我说你最爱的故事 
我想了很久 
我开始慌了 
是不是我又做错了什么 
你哭着对我说 
童话里都是骗人的 
我不可能是你的王子 
也许你不会懂 
从你说爱我以后 
我的天空星星都亮了 
我愿变成童话里 
你爱的那个天使 
张开双手变成翅膀守护你 
你要相信 
相信我们会像童话故事里 
幸福和快乐是结局 

爱我别走

我到了这个时候还是一样
夜里的寂寞容易叫人悲伤
我不敢想的太多
因为我一个人
迎面而来的月光拉长身影
漫无目的地走在冷冷的街
我没有你的消息
因为我在想你
爱我别走
如果你说你不爱我
不要听见你真的说出口
再给我一点温柔
爱我别走
如果你说你不爱我
不要听见你真的说出口
再给我一点温柔
我到了这个时候还是一样
夜里的寂寞容易叫人悲伤
我不敢想的太多
因为我一个人
迎面而来的月光拉长身影
漫无目的地走在冷冷的街
我没有你的消息
因为我在想你
爱我别走
如果你说你不爱我
不要听见你真的说出口
再给我一点温柔
爱我别走
如果你说你不爱我
不要听见你真的说出口
再给我一点温柔
(music)
爱我别走
如果你说你不爱我
不要听见你真的说出口
再给我一点温柔
爱我别走
如果你说你不爱我
不要听见你真的说出口
再给我一点温柔

思念是一种病，而我病得佷严重

思念是一种病，
而我病得佷严重
想着她。。。我只能寞寞地想着她

歌词:

当你在穿山越岭的另一边
我在孤独的路上没有尽头
一辈子有多少的来不及
发现 已经 失去
最重要的东西
恍然大悟 早已远去
为何总是在犯错之后
才肯相信 错的是自己
他们说这就是人生
试著体会 试著忍住眼泪
还是躲不开应该有的情绪
我不会奢求世界停止转动
我知道逃避一点都没有用
只是这段时间里 尤其在夜里
还是会想起 难忘的事情
我想我的思念是一种病
久久不能痊愈
当你在穿山越岭的另一边
我在孤独的路上没有尽头
时常感觉你在耳后的呼吸
却未曾感觉你在心口的鼻息
汲汲营营
忘记身边的人需要爱和关心
藉口总是拉远了距离
不知不觉 无声无息
我们总是在抱怨事与愿违
却不愿意回头看看自己
想想自己 到底做了甚麼蠢事情
也许是上帝给我一个试炼
只是这伤口需要花点时间
只是会想念 过去的一切
那些人事物 会离我远去
而我们终究也会远离
变成回忆
当你在穿山越岭的另一边
我在孤独的路上没有尽头
时常感觉你在耳后的呼吸
却未曾感觉你在心口的鼻息
Oh 思念是一种病
Oh 思念是一种病 一种病
多久没有说我爱你
多久没有拥抱你所爱的人
当这个世界不在那麼美好
只有爱可以让他更好
我相信一切都来得及
别管那些纷纷扰扰
别让不开心的事 停下了脚步
就怕你不说 就怕你不做
别让遗憾继续 一切都来得及
当你在穿山越岭的另一边
我在孤独的路上没有尽头
时常感觉你在耳后的呼吸
却未曾感觉你在心口的鼻息
当你在穿山越岭的另一边
我在孤独的路上没有尽头
时常感觉你在耳后的呼吸
却未曾感觉你在心口的鼻息
Oh 思念是一种病
Oh 思念是一种病 一种病

Barely survived

Barely surviving this week with hoards of exams and homework i actually did some but my conduct grade and SEL is going to fail as i lost alot things in my file FML! next week is going to be worse but bare with it and last it all out RAWR!

EXAMS!

GOTTA FOCUS ON EXAMS! WHY I CANT FOCUS! WHY I KEPT THINK OF HER! NOT BLOGGING FOR THE NEXT FEW DAYS! FOCUS ON THE EXAMS! AFTER EXAMS GO ALL OUT FOR IT!

HOO HAH!

Break Even

They say bad things happen for a reason
But no wise words gonna stop the bleeding
'Cause she's moved on while I'm still grieving
And when a heart breaks, no it don't breakeven, even, no

What am I gonna do
When the best part of me was always you
And what am I suppose to say
When I'm all choked up and you're okay

What Are Words?

Anywhere you are, I am near
Anywhere you go, I'll be there
Anytime you whisper my name, you'll see
How every single promise I keep
Cuz what kind of guy would I be
If I was to leave when you need me most

What are words
If you really don't mean them
When you say them
What are words
If they're only for good times
Then their done
When it's love
Yeah, you say them out loud, those words
They never go away
They live on, even when we're gone


And I know an angel was sent
Just from me and now know I'm meant
To be where I am and I'm gonna be
Standing right beside her tonight And I'm gonna be by your side
I would never leave when she needs me most

What are words
If you really don't mean them
When you say them
What are words
If they're only for good times
Then their done
When it's love
Yeah, you say them out loud, those words
They never go away
They live on, even when we're gone

Anywhere you are, I am near
Anywhere you go, I'll be there
And I'm gonna be here forever more
Every single promise I keep
Cuz what kind of guy would I be
If I was to leave when you need me most

I'm forever keeping my angel close

First Post!

Today my life begins.... A whole new life.... A life which im going to focus on and go all out for! RAWR!